Prayer of an Ordinary Person

I always think of you these past few days.
Imagining the two us together
But as i look back on your profiles/
Tweets/ family pix/ sound cloud/ magazine picture/
Groups/ classmates/ school/ work/
All of those put me where i think i should belong.
I am just an ordinary person for you.

And as i keep posting/ shouting over on my very own social media, there was no response or sign from you (indirectly or in any way). Trully,
I am just an ordinary person for you...

I want you to know that in just a short span of time i have felt that you are a special person whom i think is very likeable. And there are alot of evidences as i read from your friends/ fans on your social media account.

I pray for you and i pray for your family. I pray for the two of us together, but i know it is impossible.

Pls take care always.
Take care of your heart, your guitar and the music you are playing.
Continue your love for the animals and most especially your service and dedication to the Lord.

I thank God that I have met you in a sacred place, on a special place. A place where we can talk to our God and say our "prayer".

If this is the end, All of those moments I will not forget.
I will just be here and i am used to this. Just letting this time fly. Just going with the flow. I am alone as always, but I know God has someone to be by my side like my parents... I will just be here and try to be contented with my simple life. A life where i just constatly pray to God. That He will be by myside and never leave, that i will not forget. My God whom from the start I prayed for someone i long for.

Again, thank you for letting me feel this so-called "special" feeling that my heart experienced from the longest time. I could not imagine that I had think of you all day long for about 2 or 3 days: when i sleep, when i woke up, when i walk, everytime, everywhere. I was suprised that all of those things are real, not just in movies, but it happened. I went to the church, in which my entire prayer is only dedicated for you. I don't understand, everything seems to be all about you these past few days.

How i wish i could tell you this, that you may know how a person like me admire  and think of you, but i am afraid... I am too old,i admit and you are still young and most of all i am just an ordinary person.

May God be with you, and your family.

You are my prayer. Yes, now i knew that prayers cannot be seen, but can be felt. But if this prayers would not be granted, i will just take a deep breath and ease this pain in heart, time flies, i will just go with the flow and trust God for the things that would come.

You are the Prayer that i Prayed for, Amen.